The patience I once had is running away with my youth Away in its hands, I've been Neglecting who I am That's just who I was back then Don't need to be perfect, just happy I'm still a lost boy Last year I was a train wreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself Every once in a while, I listen to Death Cab and think About how it used to be We thought that we knew the answers When no one was asking, asking the questions I'm still a lost boy Last year I was a train wreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be It feels like I've been taking the wrong way for a while now Haven't been at home in more years than I care to say I keep letting my past carve out What the present shouldn't be, what I shouldn't be Last year I was a train wreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be