It was my birthday
You were on cocaine
I didn't wanna be waking up at 23
Realizing I was alone
Called you in the taxi
And you didn't ask me How was your day?
Is your mother okay?
Guess you never cared all along
Where did it go wrong?
I couldn't love you better, any better
Had on for too long Guess we didn't matter
Cause it was like Trying to love somebody with the lights out
Swimming in an ocean that's too deep now
Going with emotions and pretending to care
But I was never really home Cause you were never really there
Running on empty That's how you left me
Every broken piece is a reminder to me We're too far gone to repair
Never gonna go anywhere Cause it was like
Trying to love somebody with the lights out
Swimming in an ocean that's too deep now
Going with emotions and pretending
to care But I was never really home
Cause you were never really there I'm
looking through a crowd but I can't find you
Left me in the rain to hear the cold truth
Using my emotions and pretending to care
But I was never really home Cause you were never really there
I'm done believing that maybe there's hope Oh,
I'm done with seeing my tears on the floor
I've been through the motions and pretending to care But
I was never really home Cause you were never really there
I'm done believing that maybe there's hope Oh,
I'm done with seeing my tears on the floor
I've been through the motions and pretending to care But
I was never really home Cause you were never really there