I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,

I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself

Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day

Everything I believed in, everything I fought for

Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat

Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone

So alone it gave me the creeps

My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend

So I'll stick to

My friends and my friends and my car and my friends

My friends and my friends and my cards and my friends

Martini until the end

Play pool again

Never thought woyuld be like this

No one told me it would be like this

I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself

And my brain and my pain

And my pain and my veins

Are delivering it to my health

My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken

And it left me with an empty life and this knife

Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said

Close my eyes and sleep

All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead

And I really don't want to depend

So I'll stick to ...

Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again

Lost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dad

I thank God for my good, good friends

But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?

As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole

My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it

But my friends took my hand

Helped me to lift myself again

And that's why I really love