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The ones I loved would blame themselves
And wish that I'd reached out for help
And everybody else would try
To analyze my suicide
Everybody wants to cry
About some famous kid that died
Tonight I'll light a candle
And fantasize my funeral
All my bitch ass enemies
Would blame themselves for killing me
Confess it in a year
In a eulogy
Regret the things they said to me
My album would sell better
And I'd probably trend on social media
Everybody wants to say
I just saw him the other day
Pretend that they were close to me
For thoughts and prayers and sympathy
Everybody wants to be
Best friends with him recently
To see
But tonight I'll light a candle
And fantasize my funeral
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I know it's not my time to go
I still have so much room to grow
Secretly I think about
The people I can't live without
There's so much hate I wish to fight
So much here to keep myself alive
The truth is I'm afraid of death
I know it's not my time to go
I never could commit to that
While immigrants and refugees
While immigrants and refugees
Ride blow-up rafts through deadly seas
And here I am a privileged me
With no concept for suffering
I think I'll shut the * up
And donate to a charity
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
So why don't I light a candle and end this stupid ritual?