All along I was scared to breathe, so afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind In the dark I refused to see, that I was barely alive It's such a bitter pill to swallow, but I learned to call it reality Didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery All along I refused to believe, paranoid that my fear already left me to die In the end when I stopped I could see, that I was feeding the lie Party in between, another time and place where no one cared to know my name Feels like it's never enough, I build it up just to tear it back down again Fighting faith, only to surrender, only to surrender I'm the worst at letting go, to the scars I loved the most Will I bury me, bury me now? Running from the worst in me, left me broken, wandering Will I bury me, bury me now? It's such a bitter pill to swallow, but I learned to call it reality Didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up It's such a bitter pill to swallow, but I learned to call it reality Didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery Fighting faith, only to surrender, only to surrender Fighting faith, only to surrender, only to surrender I'm the worst at letting go, to the scars I loved the most Will I bury me, bury me now? Running from the worst in me, left me broken, wandering Will I bury me, bury me now? They won't bury me, bury me now Thank you for watching!