He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lot
He said we both could use a beer And I said, hell, why not?
It started out as one night Turned to six months just like that
He never had a ring on So I never thought to ask
But then last night I saw a message on his phone
It said, hey babe, what time you comin' home?
I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
And being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
I've heard about those women who didn't have a clue
The ones who made excuses like my mama used to do
And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home
And I'll spend half an hour going through his phone
I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
And being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
Oh, and I feel stupid, I feel cheap
I feel used, I feel weak
I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
And being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl