I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on staying down for my life I woke up glued to the mattress Looks like I'm stuck in my habits I think I'm made out of plastic Cause I feel nothing This morning I look for sadness Look through the basement at night Hair must be weaved in my fabric But I feel nothing My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind I woke up feeling like an *** Flipping through the channels Looking for something that feels right I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind I wish that I could be solo But God I hate feeling solo My thoughts turn into a pile of clothes And I feel nothing My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind I woke up feeling like an *** Flipping through the channels Looking for something that feels right I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind 1, 2, 3, 4 I wanna live in a 90's movie Where things just happen so easy Sometimes I want things decided for my mind, my mind My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this My friends say I'm narcissistic It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind I woke up feeling like an *** Flipping through the channels Looking for something that feels right I want something that I'll never find But I just keep on saying nevermind Thanks for watching!