Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel the ache anymore I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed And when I realize everyone's gone but I still feel the same I wasn't meant to be This boy at nineteen My friend who begs to meet now she won't want to see Feel it differently now that I'm nineteen Nineteen Nineteen Now that I'm nineteen Nineteen