I feel paralyzed
But my brain is running rampant
All these thoughts of mine
I try to keep them to myself
So that they stay in line
And maybe that's not realistic
I'm afraid to lose my mind
But would I miss it?
So I say I'm fine
But that's loaded ammunition
I don't need advice
No, I just need someone to listen
Or someone to hold the thoughts that I've been carrying
Or maybe help me dig a hole so I can bury them
Nobody knows that I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows when I say that I'm strong that I'm faking
Nobody
knows all the tears that I've cried on my own
Trying to climb my way out of the lows
But I just hold on, cause what tomorrow
holds Nobody knows,
nobody knows
While I'm not holding my breath But I'm
breathing in and out as deep as I can
No,
I don't mean to be a burden I'm just talking in these circles
It's the only thing that's working Hope
these walls will save the judgments
For somebody who deserves them Because I don't deserve them
Nobody knows that I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows when I say that I'm strong that I'm faking
Nobody knows all the tears that I've cried on my own
Trying to climb my way out of the lows But I just hold on,
cause what tomorrow holds
Nobody knows,
nobody knows Cause no one knows how close
I was when I had one foot on the edge
I almost gave up on myself,
hell I was hanging by a thread
But I'm in the clear that I made it out unscathed
What I'm really trying to say is stay for one more day
Nobody
knows
that I smile while inside I'm breaking
Nobody knows when I say that I'm
strong that I'm faking Nobody knows all the tears that I've cried
on my own Trying to climb my way out of the lows
But I just hold on,
cause what tomorrow holds Nobody knows,
nobody knows