Sexual tension, lust for a lot of women Was it just good fun or maybe an addiction? Try not to make decisions while I'm sippin' Cuz I know the consequences Relationships from the past that never get rekindled Sad cuz I was movin' too fast to remember No brake pads, this ain't accidental Don't shake it back, just gotta continue My pops mad cuz I didn't wanna live with him My mom stressin' cuz my older sister transgender So I was plottin' on some things that was monumental But I ain't know about the demons that was at the center The circumstances I came up, they was detrimental But I was right there, signin' up to represent em For all the shit I did, I hope that I'll be forgiven I try to smile through the pain, but I still feel it Nobody knows you like I do And I care for you You say that you love me The way I love you Oh, oh, oh Did me dirty, that's some shit that I gotta live with Thought they'd always keep it real, they obviously didn't Smile in my face, my back stick the knife right in it Thought they meant what they was sayin', they was just pretendin' Didn't know they'd take they chance soon as they get it Didn't know they'd turn they back on me, but they did it They turned on me like the hands on the clock for minutes I'm paranoid cuz I felt like a target winner Spoke my mind so it made my subconscious bigger Got complexes that I didn't know I developed Dark places in my mind I don't wanna visit Shit I've been through I wouldn't want no one to deal with Like both parents have to pick which one to live with Like growin' up with a misunderstood sibling If you don't know what I know, you don't know the feelin' Nobody knows you like I do And I care for you You know that I care You say that you love me The way I love you You know that I love you I love you Oh, oh You know that I care Oh, oh And I'll be right there No one knows you No one knows you And you don't gotta say a thing No one knows you No one knows you Cuz you know what's on my mind No one knows you No one knows you I'm tryna say it now What's wrong with you No one knows you No one knows you But you can tell me all about it Like I do