I've been thinking about my past life, trying to find the things that made me happy on a sad night. I kind of miss my friends from Belleville, only ones who know me more than anybody else would. Cause I've been lonely, chasing eyes, just wanna be with myself tonight. I wanna write a song that's not about love, not about love, not about love. Just trying to be the best I can be, yeah whatever makes me happy. I wanna write a song that's not about love, not about love, turn that shit off. Just trying to be the best I can be, I just wanna write my story. It's not about love, it's not about love, it's not about love, yeah, it's not about love. I've been thinking about my family, only ones who know enough to really understand me. Baby I'm just getting older, but lately I've been leaning on a different kind of shoulder. Cause I've been lonely, chasing eyes, just wanna be with my friends tonight. I wanna write a song that's not about love, not about love, not about love. Just trying to be the best I can be, yeah whatever makes me happy. I wanna write a song that's not about love, not about love, turn that shit off. Just trying to be the best I can be, I just wanna write my story. It's not about love, it's not about love, it's not about love, yeah, it's not about love. It's not about love, it's not about love, it's not about love. It's not about love.