No longer a danger to herself or others
Got two cheeks to chew and he's hitting harder
I'm just a girl witnessing the orbs
Asking God for change instead of trying to break patterns
I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid you'll kill yourself
My wrists are getting thinner, my skin is getting softer
I was hoping to get better
But the violence is getting worse
And it still takes over
I'm just a girl witnessing the orbs
Asking God for change instead of trying to break patterns
I'm just a girl witnessing the orbs
Asking God for change instead of trying to break patterns
Asking God for change instead of trying to break patterns
I can't be you or am I not myself

I'm so afraid
What if I go insane
Is this one
The size of my life
Press some salt
Ask it for change
Be the hormones
In my chest
Be the blood
In this foreign mess
Kill the urge
To stab my face
Still have some faith
In being okay
I still have some faith
Mm, a pop, yeah
I know I know