* up * things often went too far Like a momentary conversation in a club with a random barbie You wanted to put on a drink and talk about dancing But in life you get involved in this circle of eternal mystery I know homies who once wanted to run away from their mother I know girls used by their father, guess How life went, did they stay in this mess? How am I supposed to rap about happiness when I see their shoes? We're not alone here, ambition gave us a pass to difficult paths But with such a visible result, I won't fall asleep today Today I think about them, I score high fives, I'm a reflection Torn wrists and thoughts that didn't let you sleep You know what I mean, you have to feel that you're not alone You have to fight and fight to the end and keep playing this No bitch will tell you more, that you're not worth much I'm entering the zoo, you know there's no one here Only a little boy shoots punchlines to the underground As if a moment earlier someone told him to run away from here Against nature, he didn't want to believe, he wanted to play this battle himself Two floors higher, in the corner of a small attic Was pretending to be a rifleman guarding these adventures In a red roof, light was running away from delicate dawns About a better life, big eyes, he had this fear, you know how it is In this darkness, they were visible like a palladin's armor He left a picture for himself, because they said it was Mia No one noticed that this constant darkness was killing him On the corners of old streets, in which I still write poems I see a little me, who I still am today Who I still am today Torn wrists and thoughts that didn't let you sleep You know what I mean, you have to feel that you're not alone You have to fight and fight to the end and keep playing this No * word will tell you more That you're not worth much