What part of life can I avoid the pain To free my heart and let my mind stray This feeling that I feel is hard to trace I taste my sword and I'm out of space So lost with all my silent misbeliefs The tenderness of being in between And egos that I force myself to feed Ignoring what I want for what I need Emphasizing your blessings Robbing you of your searchings Do it four times but not checking Yeah, yeah Some say my feelings I feel so familiar Blinded by love and all of the above Taking my wishes with no permission permitted I hate that my lifestyle has cost you The thing that I'm not committed The more that I say I don't want it I know that I need it You take it away and let me do all the feening You know how much I crave you You know how much I hate to But you give me that discipline That puts some cinnamon on it Girl, that means so sweet to me Do what you wanna I can kiss on your feet You got all of the heat on me You're winning me over I hate being sober Just doesn't feel the same anymore I spit in my face I'm so over the games But there's no one to blame anymore Just doesn't feel the same anymore It's all on me It's all on me There's no one to blame anymore It's all on me It's all on me Just doesn't feel the same anymore It's all on me It's all on me There's no one to blame anymore It's all on me It's all on me If you could tell me now Baby, tell me what it is I've been looking for an answer Yeah, you done put me through the test We couldn't be just friends Got me thinking about the masses How far could we take it if we lift it up? Would you hold me down when things start to pick up? So far left, I would hope to get it right this time Hate to think I barely ever cross your mind But I think about it way too much How you gon' get fucked up and tell me it's nothing? Inside the kills, tell me how it feel When you really can't feel nothing Stuck on my words, why does it hurt? Every time I say something Sometimes it hits so hard you end up being numb But if it doesn't feel the same anymore It's all on me It's all on me There's no one to blame anymore It's all on me It's all on me Just want you, you, you I just want you, you, you I just want you, you, you I just want you Just want me I just want you, you, you I just want you, you, you I just want you, you, you I just want you Just want me I just want you Just want me I just want you Just want me Just want you Just want me