3AM, oh how did time fly by I'm staring into the night sky, I I'm just looking for a reason why Got too much hooked up in my mind, yeah I'm so freaking overwhelmed, oh no I don't even trust myself no more Reaching out without connection So lost, can't even see my own reflection That's it, how fucked it is Looked to a pool of giving up, feel like jumping Keep saying that I'll be okay But I stay waiting for that sunny day, yeah When your heart falls so apart And you just don't feel good enough to reach for them stars Feels like I'm winning each and every day But is it winning if it's always third place? No matter how hard I try I can't seem to find the light Feeling like there's more to life Wish that I could see the signs But when it gets tough, what is done is done Surrender to our problems on and on I've never been more confused My confidence won't come through Lost so much it's hard to tell What's fake and what's myself Thinking I'm not good enough I'm begging to be given a sign Cause I keep holding me back And my mind keeps taking me so off track *