He who believeth in Ja shall not be condemned

But he that believeth not is condemned already

Only because he has not believed

In the name of the only begotten son, my Lord For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky Yeah, why would you leave somethin you love here to die

In the cold and it grows like a concrete rose

Beautiful, ain't I? Till I withered and died

On insane streets you left me and, screamin' "Lord let me in" I don't know where to begin since I lost your love

But then again your love was strictly for the drugs

I don't know whether to hug or to fill you with slugs

Fuckin' them whores instead of claimin' whats rightfully yours Hole in my heart from all the pain you caused

With no direction you left your first born lost

Give or take a few 'cause my hate for you

Grew, over the years through blood, sweat, and tears I wanted to be just like you, my father figure, now I wanna fight you

You bitch nigga, left me 'lone and parts of me never out grown

The fact that you left home when mom's was so strong

"Don't let them get you fed, this world is yours", she said Now nothin' that stoppin' me but two to the head

In life there's more to come when it's all said and done

You lost one, love, your only begotten son For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky But what a nigga live for and damn ready to die young

I'm the shadow behind the gun look at what I've become

The feared of many niggas, the floss of most bitches

The love that runs deepest in the hearts of street niggas Raised in the ghetto by the ghetto, was taught young to pop the metal

Thats how *** get settled, learn to cook up the coke

Never leave home without toast

Learn to fly my bitches with birds and furs not coats Never trust ya from a toddler to hustla

I was trained as a youngsta to cock back and slug ya

Love me or hate me, ya only son

Let me live or kill me, the chosen one Ja, under the gun gotta kill 'em for show

If you want it you gonna get more then you askin' for

Life's got more to come but when its all said and done

You lost one, love, your only begotten son For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky I wanted to be forever yours, looking now at nothin' more than

Two lost souls lookin' to meet at the cross roads

I burn the hydro, lay back with my eyes closed

In deep thought like Brittany is somethin' I'd die for How the *** do you sleep at night?

Knowin' you wrong the only thing you ever did right

Despite the loss I stretch the length of a short

Now I got a new father whose name is New York Runnin' wild in the streets with heat, we don't talk

'Cause when its cold you basically live life in dark

When light would shine from the heavens

And bless one, Ja Rule love, your only begotten son For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky For he so feared the world he left his only begotten son

To shed his blood, show that pain is love

But I wont cry 'cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money and my guns to the sky