I had a nightmare,
you were holding her hand across the street
Kissing her the way you know I like while I lose sleep
You're a problem,
everyone seems to know but me
And I'm scared to rip the bandaid cause I know it bleeds
I pinch my arm just to feel something
Drown in tears until there's nothing left
But I can't do it yet
So I keep you as an option, I don't see a way
I'll tell you that I want this even though you let me down
Yeah,
it makes me feel so sick To think of you moving on so quick
So I keep you as an option,
waiting for the checkout
I think we're both stoned and scared that it'd be worse somehow
To see it better with someone new Even though I could do better too
I keep you as an option,
I can't help it But maybe that's what's wrong with us
Every time I find the courage,
it's just not enough
I keep thinking I've got time to let you go
But maybe it's just easier if you don't know
I pinch my arm just to feel something
Drown in tears until there's nothing left
But I don't know how to leave you
just yet So I keep you as an option,
I don't see a way
I'll tell you that I want this even though you let me down
Yeah,
it makes me feel so sick To think of you moving on so quick
So I keep you as an option,
waiting for the checkout I think we're both stoned and scared
that it'd be worse somehow To see it better with someone new
Even though I could do better too I keep you as an option
So I keep you as an option,
waiting for the checkout
I think we're both stoned and scared that it'd be worse somehow