it wasn't pure it's true what was i outside of you i wanted to win by comparison
if i could call you my own then my house could be your home it's never been once
but i felt it in us you were running i was scared i was awfully unaware of the knife
though you were nice about it it was in more than i'm sure but i always kept my word i'd keep calm
you thought it just felt wrong
we would always overthink then you'd act like it's on me i know it's defense
and i get the reference told me i was so deserving of a girl who was worthy of my mighty love
i wanted that for us
truth is i wouldn't have chose you if i thought i didn't know you and i was right
i fought to keep you in my life now we get by with hellos and how are you's when i know
you're passing the test of looking like you're not a damn ass but i am
and have been ever since that's why i'm here
right here
i'm just making sense
of the discourse in my head so i put it on tape
that way you'll hear my heart break
and i'm not here to guilt you i'm not even an enemy
i just wanted to save you from the person you try to be
i gave up on winning you
it's not worth it
it's not worth all the shame
cause if somebody loves you then it never feels like a game
i was never meant to be your game
did you ever think
maybe you were wrong
maybe you were wrong
maybe you were wrong
maybe you were wrong
maybe you were wrong

i will always look at the pictures of us
and remember how lucky i've been to be your love
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