Heaven only knows when I'm in hell None of my friends can even tell I wanna fucking die, but I never say it Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit I can't even cry, so I try to fake it I hate it I pray to God, let me die in my sleep I pray to God, let me die in my sleep You as sick as all the secrets you keep But the truth is I don't wanna be me I pray to God, let me die in my sleep Now I'm wicked up and I'm not dead Living off the words I know you said I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it Maybe if I cry, I don't have to fake it I'm giving up my pain so you can take it I hate it I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep I'm as sick as all these secrets I keep But the truth is I can only be me I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep I pray to God, I don't die in my sleep And now I'm sick of all the secrets I keep I pray to God, let me die in my