I don't know why I always do this shit Just hop up on a beat and spit some shit Hoping one day I will be so lit But for now I sit and pray for it I don't know why I always do this shit Just hop up on a beat and spit some shit Hoping one day I will be so lit But for now I sit and pray for it I'm searching these floats, I'm over these hoes Bitch shut the fuck up, quit blowing my phone I got one girl, she one of my own She hold it down when I'm on the road I need help, yeah that's what I'm told But I swear to fucking god they just don't know My mind so numb and my heart so cold So I hide this pain in the bottom of my soul I got big goals, therefore I cannot fold I'm selling out shows from coast to coast I've been all alone like everyone know But when I hit em up they all tell me no When I hit em up they all tell me no I don't know why I always do this shit Just hop up on a beat and spit some shit Hoping one day I will be so lit But for now I sit and pray for it I don't know why I always do this shit Just hop up on a beat and spit some shit Hoping one day I will be so lit But for now I sit and pray for it I don't know what the fuck to do Every fucking day just sit in my room All this pain just because of you So fucking numb it's hard to move I don't even know why I fuck with you Should've never ever let you slide through Never would've ever caught you in my boot But her instances here fuck you