Hold it in, the river in your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know, I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the hours in your day
Hold it in, they wouldn't let you out among the crowd
Not like that, these streets will tear you down
How it is under my skin
How you are, pictures of all you'll ever be
Oh, I am not myself today
I am not feeling okay
Hold it in, the river in your mouth is pouring out
Water takes the shape of all that it surrounds
Yeah, I know, I've been trying so hard
Keeping time with all of the sounds that you make
Hold it in, they come at you from both sides of your mind
Sick and thin, these walls you'll always stand behind
Sick and tired
Oh, I bet you're tired

Respect for the world to change
But you don't
No, it ain't all you and that's the thing
Oh, I am not myself today
Oh, I am not myself today









I am not feeling okay
And you showed me hope amidst the heliquins in spring
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend
And you told me life was learning how to be your friend