So tell me this is who you are
They tell me I've got something more
And oh, you could be alive
But I don't want the lights to find me when I'm dark
And lost but never on my own
Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can't stop
Cause I can never rock like a rolling stone
I just wanna live like the ones before
Yeah
And be the one
And maybe I could play guitar like Kendrick
So save the world or end it
And maybe they'll remember me when I'm gone
It's all I could ever want
It's all I want
So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
Whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat
Till I'm burnt out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my life
And some will say you'll never be alone again
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear
You could be alive
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear
I don't wanna lie to tell myself I'm more than all the mistakes I've outrun
Cause I'm only here for a minute
And I don't care what you say
Cause I know you're only here cause I'm winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll
Like I don't really care if you say you don't * with me
And I can say what the * I want cause it's down on me
And I got love for you even if you were down on me
Like oh my god, I just can't stop
Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With Ethan on my soundtrack
Cause I can never rock like a rolling stone
But wonder how it feels to burn out young
Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails
From heartbreak or cocktails
And then maybe you'll be mine
And I won't cry once you know I'm gone
And that's all I could ever want
That's all I want
Cause I ain't scared of livin'
I ain't scared of livin'
I ain't scared of livin'
Cause it's all we got
What are we breathin' for if we ain't livin'
And I don't want your love
I just wanna feel like I'm still livin'
There is no God
I know the day I die
I feel through everything
That I gave it up
And if it hurt, oh well
At least that's fair
The more you know who you are
And what you want
The less you let
Things upset you
It's all I want
I just don't know what I'm supposed to be
You know
Try being a writer
But I hate what I write
And I try taking pictures
But they're so mediocre
You know, and every girl goes through a photography phase
You know, like horses
You know, take dumb pictures of your feet
You'll figure that out
I'm not worried about you
I'm not worried about you