Gave up my sanity for the summer This isn't me, I was always a runner Ankles are sprained, I won't get far Crying to Julie, bigger songs in my car It's just got dark Long days, like heavy metal hung from clotheslines But I'm glad we talked last night It's nice to understand it all from both sides I'll be honest, I wish you were still here I'll admit it's nice to have someone To share in the daily fears But I don't like, no I don't like Feeling this close to anyone But I don't like, no I don't like Staring at my phone wondering what I did wrong But I gave up my sanity for the summer This isn't me, I was always a runner Ankles are sprained, I won't get far Crying to Julie, bigger songs in my car I felt like a cold heart, idiosyncratic Sunday On a dusty floor of concrete All those cobwebs in your hair I couldn't breathe, hell No one stutters like the speechless Just an Eastern boy and Western girl Uninjured and unwound And I don't like, no I don't like Feeling this close to anyone But I don't like, no I don't like Staring at my phone wondering what I did But I gave up my sanity for the summer This isn't me, I was always a runner Ankles are sprained, I won't get far Crying to Julie, bigger songs in my car Things just got done Sooner or later, I'm gonna wake up And feel like I used all the strength of my heart up When I try to act like everything's okay And now I just wonder if that drove you away When you can't find your footing And think that I can't relate But there's just so much that we didn't say But either way, we both got lost in the hall Days like heaven that'll haunt from close by Gave up my sanity for the summer This isn't me, I was always a runner Ankles are sprained, I won't get far Crying to Julie, bigger songs in my car I won't get far I won't get far Ankles are sprained, I won't get far Crying to Julie, bigger songs in my car Things just got done