I can't come down from the top so high I can't come down from the top so high Feel like nobody take me serious I know it's a couple that's probably hearing this They gon' wonder if this shit apply to them If they had the guts to ask me, I probably would lie to them, yeah Cause what's the point if realities vary anyway? My first love is engaged to be married any day I hope she think about me every single time That she busted on a nigga when he hit it from behind Oh shit, eight bars and I'm in the ho shit Why the fuck I always like to bring up old shit? Triggered by my phone, I stumble onto old pics Now I'm in the crib alone and smoking, playing so sick Like Neo, music be the hero I've been trimming weight, heartbreak and feel like Keto Got so many stitches, they mistaking me for Lilo Cupid at the boza, nigga, Cody shooting needles Let it go, let it go It's some things you don't get to know You got fears you won't ever grow But you ain't gotta carry that alone Let it go, let it go You bled out, your soul getting cold Fuck what they may do Only you can save you, yeah Did they have feelings? Cause I fucked them Really was giving what I dealt them Now I'm kicking myself because I helped them Never got a thank you, so fuck it, they not welcome My mind run by a busybody Who make time to plan out a damn pity party That's a lot of work for one guest But I couldn't care less, I still won't invite anybody I say it's my function, I'ma cry if I want to All love dies and the memories haunt you All time borrowed, so enjoy it, we got to Make shit count, run it up for the clock, dude No hell grudges, don't need an apology Will it take time? I've been leaning towards it probably But that growth is what I want to see I'm taking shackles off cause I'm the one that got the key Yeah