Been wanting to call you but I shouldn't
I wanted to love you but I couldn't
I couldn't see you in the light that
I know you saw me but it was too late
I wanted to push through it,
to push through it,
I,
I can't believe
I wanted to push through it,
to push through it,
I,
I can't believe
the crowd awaits me,
I'm confused and I'm lost,
can we just be honest?
I felt inflated,
but pushing the ball in when I made it all,
trying to work until the end but barely did break,
the scars I had coming in faded,
I can't believe we couldn't just get through it,
you're on your knees and I'm begging please don't do it,
just do it
cause
you wouldn't grow, so I'm gonna go,
you shouldn't do this no more, no, no