I don't wanna get drunk, I don't wanna sleep I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me And tell myself it's okay not to always run away Tell myself it's okay I don't gotta be numb when I wanna speak I can let my feelings out without the need to always wanna hide away Let me know that there's no shade That there's no shade Magazines, social media, liquor All the drugs and the games make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish you could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish you could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over Learning to lean on me when it gets hard When I fall down, when I'm falling to my arms Catch myself a forebreak and wrap me in a warm embrace Wrap me in a warm embrace I'm getting all dressed up to tear myself down Biting my tongue so the words don't come out Wish I could be nicer cause I don't wanna fight her I don't wanna fight her Magazines, social media, liquor All the drugs and the games make us sicker Too much time spent staring in the mirror I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish you could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish you could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over Learning to lean on me when it gets hard When I fall down, when I'm falling to my arms I wanna be what you want I wanna not give a fuck I wish you could show me love I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish you could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish you could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over I don't wanna need someone To validate what I've done I wish you could love me like them I'm gonna pull me closer, I wanna win me over