I'm so alone, sure I ain't mad at you I found peace in the silence, call my name and I'm back to you I'm getting sick of the hiding, but it's time I've been spending alone, alone Getting sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on My chest getting numb as I talk, I hate getting fucked up Excel all the pain I find taking drugs help me with the nothing, nothing at all Restarted to smoking and drinking, I found all my weakness overthinking I hope that you know I'm not okay, I thought you could save me but you're just a demon Why love, every time I try to change I feel like I'm fucked up More trust, you left me scarred, broken, how the fuck you ignore us? Ignore us, you left me with no trust Are you happy now? Use me with no fucks I've been feeling alone, I'm so alone, sure I ain't mad at you I found peace in the silence, call my name and I'm back to you I'm getting sick of the hiding, but it's time I've been spending alone, alone Getting sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on Walked through the shadow of death just to find out you couldn't save me, now I'm so lost Demon standing over my chest, I've been wishing I'm perfect, but trust me I'm far from it I needed your heart and it hurt me to know how far my mouth's apart I needed your trust and trust me I'm fucked up, I've been Fuck, I don't need you, give me a reason I need closure cause I'm overthinking Started feeling my lungs on a weekend But a phone call is as close as weekend More in my room than what I know And I'm sad for the way that I'm feeling No check up, guess I'm fucked up, fighting these demons I need a new touch from someone who needs me, I'm so alone, sure I ain't mad at you I found peace in the silence, call my name and I'm back to you I'm getting sick of the hiding, but it's time I've been spending alone, alone Getting sick of anxiety, don't know how much longer I can hold on