I came with no expectation, just blown up imagination
Now I saw the light in your eyes while the conversation dried
But the time lost in translation, the special became mundane
I glimpsed the scarf I lost for all the chills inside my mind
Said I'm fine, the closest one I needed didn't cry
I was sitting alone in a hotel room
Curtain closed for pretty plays that I wrote myself
Reasonings lying to myself, sitting alone in a hotel room
Mirage flooded, clarities can't reveal themselves
Memories couldn't hold themselves, sitting alone in a hotel room
The message was never coming
The moment was never mine
My personal evidence, wait for it, but I chose otherwise
I wasn't looking for romance
Just bipolar, restraining a line
To create that sparkle and those cliche butterflies
Wintertime
The glory by
Your style way mystified
I was sitting alone in a hotel room
Curtain closed for pretty plays that I wrote myself
Reasonings lying to myself, sitting alone in a hotel room
Mirage flooded, clarities can't reveal themselves
Memories couldn't hold themselves, sitting alone in a hotel room
Couples are always trying to expresstaking onooh
So delusional
So delusional
But illusion was so easy and so beautiful
Too fucking beautiful
One day this illusion didn't fit the bill
And it hurts and it hurts and I thought I was felled
Then I came running back to you like we weren't meant to be
When we weren't even close
And our distance was so hard
I was just moaning who you are from what I wanted to see
But I'm fine
Cause closure's what I needed
I don't cry
I am sitting alone in a hotel room