I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
I work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differently
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny
I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty Do I even matter?
Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be small
Walk over me and I take it so politely Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything
I wonder if I'll ever change
I don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be this way


I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself
But I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be everything that makes me sad A therapist, a punching bag
Wish I could eat and not feel bad It's where I'm gonna scream
No one's ever listening And they don't care
It's killing me As long as I can sing
That life is a dream
But I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better

If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
And I don't think it's healthy at all
Trying to be small