I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
I work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differently
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny
I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty Do I even matter?
Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be small
Walk over me and I take it so politely Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything
I wonder if I'll ever change
I don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be this way


way. I wake up hating my body, scared that there's nothing that'll make it better. If I'm not happy
and skinny, quiet and pretty, do I even matter? I've been hungry when I go to sleep, biting my
tongue, so it's just gonna bleed. I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all.
Trying to be everything that makes me sad. A therapist, a punching bag, wish I could eat
and not feel bad's where I'm gonna scream. No one's ever listening and they don't care,
it's killing me as long as I can * sing that life is a dream.
But I wake up hating my body, scared that there's nothing that'll make it better.
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty, do I even matter? I've been hungry when I go to sleep,
biting my tongue, so it's just gonna bleed. I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at
all. I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all. Trying to be small.