I've been headed to the bottom of the barrel for a while now I think I need to slow down I've been blaming everybody but myself and yet somehow I feel the weight deep down Yeah, you know me, making friends with all my demons Never lonely, self-destructive and I know it But it's only a matter of time before I'm out of my mind I think I need a lifeline I don't know it, I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it, I had to realize I hate it, I feed it, believe my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Sometimes it comes in waves and hits me outta nowhere like a hurricane Feels like I'm going insane I don't wanna be a problem but my self-control's a losing game When the venom's in the vein Yeah, you know me, making friends with all my demons Never lonely, self-destructive and I know it But it's only a matter of time before I'm out of my mind I wish that I could rewind I don't know it, I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it, I had to realize I hate it, I feed it, believe my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Sometimes it comes in waves and hits me outta nowhere like a hurricane Feels like I'm going insane I don't wanna be a problem but my self-control's a losing game When the venom's in the vein Can I be revived? I don't know it, I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it, I had to realize I hate it, I feed it, believe my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Can I be revived? Somebody to bring me back to life Can I be revived?