Daddy?
Get your butt in here when she gets up.
Come eat!
I'm so tired.
Just come eat! You may not be here a minute, I promise.
Stop! Well then wake up!
Shut the door.
Somebody save me,
me from myself.
Been so long,
living in hell
Another pill as I start to spiral Message to my daughters I don't even deserve
the father title Haley I'm so sorry I know I wasn't there
for your first guitar recital Didn't walk you down the aisle
Missed the birth of your first child Your first podcast,
looking down sweetie I'm so proud of how you turned out Sorry that I chose drugs and put them above
you Sorry that I didn't love you enough to give
em up How the * do I not love you more than a
pill lookin' up to the ceiling from this floor Wonder will somebody save me,
me from myself
I spent so long
living in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing
that seems to help
Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I missed you,
graduate Nate, I should just congratulate you
On being a dad too Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, sorry I left you Sorry that I'll never get to
Hold a hug, my little nephews Stevie,
I'm sorry I missed you
Grew up and I didn't get to Me the dad,
I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do This is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up but I'm just so defeated God what the * you want me to do?
Somebody save me,
me from myself
I spent so long
living in hell
They say my
lifestyle
is bad for my health
It's the only thing
that seems to heal
I've been staring at that video of Hailey almost daily
Of her playing the guitar in hopes maybe that it'd give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a coward,
he told me that I can't do it
Had a second chance,
blew it It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality
But I know I'll turn it around and be able to
Walker and Laney one day to the altar as proud as can be
Right now I'm just weak as I fall further down in this deep hole and farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my coffin,
I feel the tears all falling down on my cheek
I'm a love call
Baby don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair