I'm getting tired of the same old story All of this dysfunction's getting boring Stuck in a cycle with you Lose my mind every night not trying to It's impossible for you to ignore it You know that I've been trying To get myself together But it's gonna take some time I fucking hate it when I say I hate you Why do I say shit even when it's not true? I know it still hurts when I take it back You don't deserve this and I know that I fucking hate it, yeah I'm sorry that I do that Probably miscommunication Probably unmet expectations Know that I make them way too hot My pride won't ever let me tell you why It's a self-destructive situation You know that I've been trying To get myself together But it's gonna take some time I fucking hate it when I say I hate you Why do I say shit even when it's not true? I know it still hurts when I take it back You don't deserve this and I know that I fucking hate it, yeah I'm sorry that I do that Tried to try to apologize for the millionth time About the same old thing Breaks my heart that it breaks you down Cause I run my mouth without listening Hurts me back cause I can't take back All the things I said that I don't mean But I try and I, I I fucking hate it when I say I hate you Why do I say shit even when it's not true? I know it still hurts when I take it back You don't deserve this and I know that I fucking hate it, yeah I'm sorry that I do that I'm sorry that I do that