But every time I see my granny, I can cry And every time I miss my pop, now I just look into the sky Got so many questions, but the answer I can't find Maybe it's the pain, but I feel like I lost my mind Tryna figure out the world and the way it's turnin' Look at all the shit we doin', I think I deserve it And every time I watch my back, I see these n****s lurkin' Put a 20 on my wrist, cause a n***a hurtin' In my city, I'm a n***a, I've been workin' That's why I switch it up on purpose Got up on them and you see them Got up on them and they nervous That's why I feel like I done learned this I mean, I'm lookin' at my mama, I can see how much she hurt So how the fuck you think I feel, then I ain't made it worth it? Blackie died the last time I stepped up in the church Lookin' through the pain, tryna figure out his worth Every time I see my granny, I can cry And every time I miss my pop, now I just look into the sky Got so many questions, but the answer I can't find Maybe it's the pain, but I feel like I lost my mind Tryna figure out the world and the way it's turnin' Look at all the shit we doin', I think I deserve it And every time I watch my back, I see these n****s lurkin' Put a 20 on my wrist, cause a n***a hurtin' Let me talk to him First, dead body and bloomin' Second body ain't gon' walk outta school Cause everybody was confusin' Like, how the fuckin' God really do this? Only see this type of pain in the movies Got smart with the movements My youngin' here, ridin', he roofin' Spit the top off, he tight with the loopin' Tape his tits, make a movie Benny's Eagle Pockets, fact, hallelujah Sipe his face off, he probably a sooyer Mama put up fresh, but I can see how much she hurt Damn, I can't believe nothing my people did that hurt It's my mores, baby, I can't tell 100 words And ain't no way in hell this pain can fit up on a shirt Granny told me, boy, I'm glad you livin' right It only made me sad cause she don't know the truth I guess the lies is all part of my crooked life Lookin' in the sky like, brother, please tell me what to do But every time I see my granny, I can cry And every time I miss my pop, now I just look into the sky Got so many questions, but the answer I can't find Maybe it's the pain, but I feel like I lost my mind Tryna figure out the world and the way it's turnin' Look at all the shit we doin', I think I deserve it And every time I watch my back, I see these n****s lurkin' Put a 20 on my wrist, cause a n***a hurtin'