I wish I could surrender my soul Shed the clothes that become my skin See a light that burns within my needing I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold I wish I'd screamed out loud instead of found no meaning I guess it's time I run far, far away Find comfort in pain, all pleasure's the same It just keeps me from trouble, hides my true shape Like Dorian Gray, I've heard what they say But I'm not here for trouble, it's more than just words It's just tears and rain I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind Hold memory close at hand, help me understand It's my issue I wish I could choose between heaven and hell I wish I would save my soul so cold from fear I guess it's time I run far, far away Find comfort in pain, all pleasure's the same It just keeps me from trouble, hides my true shape Like Dorian Gray, I've heard what they say But I'm not here for trouble, far, far away Find comfort in pain, all pleasure's the same It just keeps me from trouble, it's more than just words It's just tears and rain Tears and rain Tears and rain Far, far away Find comfort in pain, all pleasure's the same It just keeps me from trouble, it's more than just words It's just tears and rain Thanks for watching!