I thought I'd end up a shaman, but it wasn't a match Wrote some songs about Ricky, now I listen to that And for being so painful, wish I could say thank you to Malcolm Cause he was an angel One taught me love, one taught me patience And one taught me pain, now I'm so amazing So I've lived and I've lost, and that's not what I see So look what I got, look what you taught me Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, next I'm so fuckin' thankful for that Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, next Thank you, next I'm so fuckin' thankful for that I've been with my friends, I ain't worried about nothin' Plus I met someone else, we havin' better discussions I know they say I move on too fast, but this one gon' last Cause her name is Ari, and I'm sober with that Sober with what she has One taught me love, one taught me patience Cause when she handles pain, that shit's amazing So I've lived and I've lost, and that's not what I see So look what I found, no need for searching Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, next I'm so fuckin' thankful for that Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, thanks, next Thank you, next I'm so fuckin' thankful for that Thank you, next I'm so fuckin' thankful for that Hold her hands, hold my mama I'll be taking my time Cause she grew from my time All I ever wanted was for your bed All I ever wanted was for your bed Cause I just asked Guess if this something happens This a song that's a spell All I ever wanted was for your bed Got so much patience Learned from my bad things Turned out amazing I wanna be somebody That's not what I need Look what I found Ain't no need for surgery Never mind Thank you, thank you, thank you Thank you, thank you, thank you I'm so fucking grateful for Thank you, thank you, thank you So thank you, thank you, thank you I'm so fucking grateful for Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next Thank you, next bitch