I know I should be more grateful
Grateful for everything I have
And I know I should be less doubtful
But unfortunately I am just human
I'm in a big hole, surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole, deep enough for me to disappear
But where should I go, if earth's the only place I know
All I know is I don't want this anymore
Living a life without knowing what it is that I'm searching for
There were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There were days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I won't be dead
Step back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days are all about me
I don't want to talk things out
Cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about
The silence in between
Will let you know what I mean
Each time I try to escape
I pray to God not to let me fade
And to take my doubts away
There were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There were days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I won't be dead
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