I'm just thinking out loud If I ain't living through this music, I don't care about living I could get my heart broken, overdose on my feelings Run myself up the wall, cannonball from the ceiling In an ocean of confusion, I'll survive, God willing I wrote this on the night when my dreams fell through But just the other night, everything felt cool That just goes to show how life can change so fast Work your whole life for something and it's gone like that If only I knew all the pain and the heartache that came with the life I chose If only I knew all the fame and the glory that came with my story was never really true If only I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew If only I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew Cause so many times I cried for this game So many times I called on your name Just to see if you had something to say But everything you said's all been the same Cause so many times I cried for you I did I won't be surprised if I die for you The only thing worse than not getting what you want in life Is not knowing what you want in life But knowing that you don't have it One day I'll maybe walk down that aisle But I can't help but think it's gonna be a while Afraid to open up and let you see Cause I don't think you can love me for me Already took too many shots in the dark To just give you the key The key to my heart Cause I need that I do, I need that Already took too many shots in the dark To just give you my heart That wouldn't be too smart Cause I need that In fact wanna make you a part of my life Cause you were there from the start But I don't think you love me for me You see me sitting by myself I'm alone but I'm never lonely So it's not you, it's my fault For being too careless with my heart Now I don't have time to rely on nobody I'm just focusing on me and my art If only I knew all the pain and the heartache That came with the game and the life I chose If only I knew all the fame and the glory That came with my story was never really true If only I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew If only I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew Cause so many times I cried for this game So many times I called on your name Just to see if you had something to say But everything you said has all been the same Cause so many times I cried for you I won't be surprised if I die for you Cause so many times I cried for this game So many times I called on your name Just to see if you had something to say But everything you said has all been the same Cause so many times I cried for you I did I won't be surprised if I die for you Won't be surprised Thanks for watching!