Thoughts, sometimes I just can't control my thoughts No medications ever made them stop All I think about is everything I'm not Instead of everything I got Cause I'm scared they're all laughing So I make the joke first If I beat them to the punchline Then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying But I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak When I wake up I just don't like what I see All the way from my head right down to my feet I wish that I thought differently But I'm scared they're all laughing So I make the joke first If I beat them to the punchline Then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying But I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Change Wonder if I'll ever really change Cause I'm scared they're all laughing So I make the joke first If I beat them to the punchline Then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying But I don't know how to be How to be a good friend To the voice inside my head That's telling me I'm okay Entertain it for a second Then I'll push it away Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying But I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Thoughts Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts