I don't know who I am anymore when I look in the mirror That's not enough, I don't fall deep enough yet I think I'll stay until I'm a denitus And over my shit city hangs the smell of leather I pull through the night like a bus of lines To what I love I give spirit And what remains to me is the denitus I leave my worries at the wardrobe I'd rather dance without Ado-Aid-Hypnosis I fight against the symptoms No tears in the club, I cry I'm the mountain guy, Billie Eilish And I can't suffer again My mind against the beat I can't say anything, it's hard to calm down Just one last song and that's it I've already missed the exit I've got a little too much of everything I don't know who I am anymore when I look in the mirror That's not enough, I don't fall deep enough yet I think I'll stay until I'm a denitus And over my shit city hangs the smell of leather I pull through the night like a bus of lines To what I love I give spirit And what remains to me is the denitus Would I start again? Would I be someone else? Collapse standard I don't know why I'm so scared I don't know why I'm scared Turn the knob until the start Yes, I give up, I think I can do it But I'm looking for someone who can catch me I'm active at night I'm lying on the couch I want it to end I would like to change But somehow it never works I've got a little too much of everything I don't know who I am anymore when I look in the mirror That's not enough, I don't fall deep enough yet I think I'll stay until I'm a denitus And over my shit city hangs the smell of leather I pull through the night like a bus of lines To what I love I give spirit And what remains to me is the denitus