I sold some tickets to come see my downfall, it sold out in minutes I saw friends in the front row, they'll leave when I'm finished And the light in my name's gone, cause the ones who gas you up Only come around when the flames aren't in I gave you my life I used a laser to take off the edge, jump off the ledge they said Take the laser aim at my head and paint the walls red I said I'm crazy, I'm off the meds, I'm better off dead they said I used a laser to take off the edge, jump off the ledge I'm selling tickets to my downfall My fingers burning from the temperatures My preacher led me off the precipice If I'm a painter, I'd be a depressionist I need this time to decompress From this heroin, this cocaine This medicine for my groin pain This weed I've been smoking I'm dying inside I used a laser to take off the edge, jump off the ledge they said Take the laser aim at my head and paint the walls red I said I'm crazy, I'm off the meds, I'm better off dead they said I used a laser to take off the edge, jump off the ledge I'm selling tickets to my downfall One more time