I know you tried to reach me, I'll get right back to you If I got time in my schedule, oh I just can't stand my day job It sucks the life out of me, how weak could I be? Take two scoops from my brain and leave me bloody At least it's out of my mind I keep spinning my wheels, I keep on trying You'll never take me alive I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up So messed up, holding me down Throwing me up So messed up, holding me down Holding me down So messed up Working for a couple hundred dollars in rent I know I'm worth a million more, I never know how to spend But I'll try to, but I'll try to, yeah I don't wanna feel like I'm just talking cement I keep on reaching and reaching for something I never gave And now the light is at the door and I'm the one behind the counter And I never wanna take another order again Take two scoops from my brain and leave me bloody At least it's out of my mind I keep spinning my wheels, I keep on trying You'll never take me alive I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up So messed up Sometimes I know how you're fading Into the pavement In your head I'll be staying I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up I don't feel so tough, holding me tight in a headlock So messed up, I don't care that much Holding me down, throwing me up So messed up