Mother, I do not want to eat my supper
For all the shades of green are colour, colour
Can you please help me, help me mother?
Mother, please give me skin that grows from tuffer
I used to know the way to suffer, mother
Now I can't tell winter from summer
The body is wise, but mind is broken
On steady sides of my emotion
As you trust yourself, but how do you know when?
How do you know when?
How do you know when?
What if I fall into the abyss?
What if I swing only just to miss?
What if the rose looks pretty, but the thorns cut me?
What if I make a terrible mistake?
The tunnel light could just dissipate
What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?
What if I trust me?
What if I trust me?
What if I, what if I trust?
I only want to make it better
What if the nothing lasts forever, ever?
And I give way into the pressure
Terror
But I could make another error
But if I trust that I'll recover, mother
Then I wish gives me all this power
What if I fall into the abyss?
What if I swing only just to miss?
What if the rose looks pretty, but the thorns cut me?
What if I make a terrible mistake?
The tunnel light could just dissipate
What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?
What if I trust me?
What if I trust me?
What if I, what if I trust?
I'm okay, I'm okay
It's okay, it's okay
If I don't quite believe it yet
I'm okay, I'm okay
It's not like regrowing all the skin I shed
Learning to trust myself again
Learning to trust myself
So if I fall into the abyss
I guess that's just where I'm gonna live
I'll stitch the wounds anytime the thorns cut me
And I could make a terrible mistake
What if I make a terrible mistake?
The tunnel light could just dissipate
A room to see better in the dark, honey
What if I trust me?
What if I trust me?
What if I trust me?