I launched myself into the night And I flew higher than I had ever But I still felt small I clipped my wings and fell from flies To open water And floating farther away from myself And I slept in the wakes of imposters Just to feel what it's like to pretend There's no dreams in the waves, only monsters And the monsters are my only friends They're all that I was And never could be Eyes, they're tested water Try, but it pushed back harder Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming Light, in the backs of martyrs Ice, in the burning fires Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming You found me drifted out to sea It's automatic It's telepathic You always knew me And you laugh as I search for a harbor At your point where you hang within But the light in your eyes has been squandered There's no angel in you in the end And all that I was I left behind me Eyes, they're tested water Try, but it pushed back harder Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming Light, in the backs of martyrs Colourized, in the burning fires Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming Now I wait This meadow of the dead All that is left is this shit Selfish fate I think you made me this I'll never walk the right way Eyes, they're tested water Try, but it pushed back harder Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming Light, in the backs of martyrs Colourized, in the burning fires Colourized, an atrophied This is my unbecoming