The story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul, cause it seems that wrong, really lost my company
He's more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in, cause I'm gone again, and to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna be the reason why
I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his love
I don't wanna be another love
I feel it in the air, cause I'm doing my hair, preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek, I'm here reluctantly, as if I'm gonna be
I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know, where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door, I see him dying a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
I might love, I love, his trust
I might as well kill this pain



Take a c**k and put it to his head
Get it over with
And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
Seems I am a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
A murderer
No, no, no
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey