everybody's talking about sex everybody's talking about eggs like no one really wants to find a genuine connect before they even look at you they move on to the next and I know then they say don't you be I'm the one and the very next day they said they're done and I don't want to listen to the shit you spun no I don't want to listen to the shit you spun feeling out of place everyone's too cool everyone's too fake I try to start a conversation but I can't seem to relate yeah I'm about to get an uber cuz you're so fucking yeah I wanna take my picture jumping off the Hollywood sign I've been dancing through the pain pretend that everything's fine it's every day Benzo's daddy's Benz's my friends treat me like possessions every day lonely every day collection we all need an accusation you said you love me I feel alone and everybody's on they phone I smell like whiskey and cigarette smoke my nose is bloody and I want to go home I walk out of the party feeling kind of stressed everyone's too cool everyone's depressed I try to start a conversation but I should have stayed in lol oh my god seriously and now there's spots all filled with candles that tell me that I have got to stay cuz you're so fucking cool you