I can never find myself a new escape, you can never understand all the pain that I feel I try to run away but it's all the same, yeah Tell me that I mean something special to you I try so many times but you always refuse The thing is that you be like it's a wonderful abuse You're going back and forth with me, what do we do? When I see a stone falling down all alone I think back to all the moments that we shared When I never reached my true potential, now I'm starting to cry Cause I never seem to get it, now I wanna die But it's only just a fantasy, I wouldn't try Maybe if you push me further for a couple nights And you told me you don't love me, do I dare to try? I don't know but it gets scary when I think about it I don't know what it is I'm still trying to find an escape out of this trap I call life Tell me that I'm doing something everyday, yeah I can never find myself a new escape, yeah You can never understand all the pain that I feel I try over and over but it's all the same, yeah Tell me that I mean something special to you I try so many times but you always refuse Tell me that you mean like I do when you don't refuse You're going back and forth with me, what do we do? *