Lyalistic, hold my breath I'm catatonic, in my bed
Living off a bar of money, think I deserve it
Wonder why nobody wants me, as if I earned it
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna make excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come home
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn the world around, but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna blink you out without even trying
Self-reflective to a fall
I'm always anxious when you call
I'm not who I wanna be yet
I don't want you to see me if I'm less than perfect
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna make excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come out
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn it all around, but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna blink you out without even trying
Shaving off all the scissors
I'm cutting all the lines
I see I'm living in a world
That crosses three times
And I'm just forgetting
That you wish I would
But I can't seem to leave
No, I can't